The guy who invented chocolate is a genius

life is hard
for anyone my age
you learn who your real friends are

2009 has been harsh for me already
i just lost a close friend whom i've known for ten long years
i acctually hate him now!
i dont know why hes been such an asshole recently

my boyfriend dumped me through text...
as i mentioned in an earlier journal...

if this year carries on like this i dont know what will happen to me...

this is a digusting felling that i want to get rid of as soon as possible
i feel like im going to faint (but thats probably because of my lack of sleep 3-9 is not enough for me)

i think i need a psychiatrist (however you spell it)

What a great way to start off 2009?

SINGLE!

i don't understand it...
your with a guy for a while ( a simple teenage relationship that you know isn't going to last so your prepared for break ups) you see the guy one day by mistake while your shopping with your friend and he taggs along with you because thats what a boyfriend is suppose to do, he is quiet, your friend is senselessly muttering on about complete crap just so there isnt an awkward silence, he doesn't reply to anything, he makes everything very awkward :S
then 2 hours later while you and your friend are enjoying a nice hot chocolate and watching a sad movie (in this situation "The Pursuite Of Happyness") and you get a text from your boyfriend saying "we're over"

what would be your first reaction, mine was "WTF HE BROKE UP WITH ME THROUGH TEXT!" hes not a real man! if he was he would have done it there and then when we were together IN PERSON! A TEXT MESSEGE! i mean seriously he is a coward!

im happy though everything is great now
i never was upset by the fact that he dumped me
i was only upset that he did it through text!

i am happy that i am single now! and i hate his guts!!!

to all girls who have been dumped, dont cry over it! just remember the fact that there are more guys in the world! and if you have ever been dumped like i have, hate him because hes not worht your time anymore!!

he didnt even tell his friends what happened and i had to explain everything! now hes going to get it from them for being such a coward!

i will enjoy hearing about that